Can't register for the pre-Alpha

It's said I'm not a Member of this forum. Wondering why I can post this...
What can I also do to sign up fpor the Alpha ?

Hello, are you entering the email used for your forum registration in the Closed Technical Alpha registration?

You're a member of the forum but do you have access to the special forum? I assume that was the forum you were referring to. And if I'm reading correctly, you're wanting to sign up for the Alpha? If you haven't already signed up (early this month or before) then the applications are now closed. If you did sign up and you received an email saying you were selected, then create a new forum account with the email you used for the Alpha Application.

Special Forum For Alpha Testers: https://forums.focus-home.com/category/208/insurgency-sandstorm-closed-technical-alpha

damn that really sucks man