It's all on GoblinSpy. Anyone can look. Here's this season so far.
You've played twice more today. Both with quite reasonable TV differences - nowhere near 300 - and both against new coaches.
Because of experience.
Well maybe this apparently new experience of low TV differences and few matches against the same coach might change your behaviour again. You don't seem to have played in S13 or 14 at all, so perhaps you're working off old information?