I just read through this whole thread! Never going to get that time back again!
Mate, I've had a look my self, you're not a good player. What I don't understand is why you persist with it?
If you genuinely believe the game is broken, then don't play it. Even if you believe it's just BB2, then stick to tabletop.
If not, then listen to the criticism you have received, from ugh and Koadah in particular. The way they describe your play style is spot on and there lies the problem, you take too many risks for this game.
We have a player in our league who plays the same way and almost never wins, but he loves it and has fun. Mostly because its so much sweeter when he does pull off the big plays or lands the big hits.
I will never understand why people continue to complain when they can just move on, because the game won't change. It's not worth discussing.